English Verbs and Adjectives with Fixed Prepositions (Английские глаголы и прилагательные с фиксированными предлогами): Пособие - 224 с. {Ступени к успеху: Для совершенствующихся: Advanced} ISBN 5-8112-0606-2 ~94.03.10 012

I dare say there are other memories hidden away in the tangled briar-bush of my head, but I see no earthly reason to start hacking away there. Music matters to me desperately, I’ve made that clear, and I could cover pages and pages with my thoughts about Wagner and Mozart and Schubert and Strauss and all the rest of it, but in this book my passion for music and my inability to express it in musical terms stand really as symbols for the sense of separateness and apartness I have always felt. In fact they stand too as a symbol of love and my inability to express love as it should be expressed. I have always wanted to be able to express music and love and the things that I have felt in their own proper language – not like this, not like this with the procession of particular English verbs, adjectives, adverbs, nouns and prepositions that rolls before you now towards this full-stop and the coming paragraph of yet more words. You see, when it comes down to it, I sometimes believe that words are all I have. I am not actually sure that I am capable of thought, let alone feeling, except through language ...»